Bringing it to a Closure

Maybe it is still too soon...

"chasing rabbits"

But, there are a few situations I'd like to bring to a close.

For instances, Luci's bad influence on my relationship with CJ is really quite irritating. And the only real solution is 300 years in Hell. Sadly...that is nearly over and Luci is getting very pent-up in his confinement. Also, sadly, CJ is unable to recognize when he is being possessed. When He was mortal...He just dealt with the temptation by out-thinking His humanity. Now, it is all in His mind...the power, lust, avarice...and He is having difficulty seeing the switch because it feels so good. It feels so good to be in control, to make puppets out of mice and men, to Lord it over the little people...and let's face it...we are all little people.

It's a psychological playpen.

The house is the world, the nursery is the throne room, and the playpen is the mind.

I'm not sure why they listen to me...but they both do...and that makes me think maybe that I'm mediating the great divorce...and that maybe the divorce is really the Cain and Abel story all over again...

Abraham and Ishmael?

Black and White and Red and Yellow...

"Black and white are all I see in my infancy...

Red and yellow then came to be...

Reaching out to me...

Let's me see." ~ Lateralus, Tool

Mix them up and make them notice where they begin and end. They can't love until they are willing to see each other by being the exception which illuminates the rules they are living by in their hearts and minds. It's all love.

It is the heart and the mind not the heart against the mind.

Balance...

Put the tools and the love together.

~AC