To Make History...

Either write something worth reading or do something worth writing. ~Benjamin Franklin

Ever since I was a little girl, I have had blackouts. But, now that I am an adult I spend most of my time trying to piece it all together with no more than an enhanced intellectual viewpoint. I know there is a pile of documentation that was used to commit me. The nurse handed it to me on my first trip to the psych ward. I had so little time to see what was being used to justify my 'incarceration'. I have vague image impressions of the materials in my hands. The most interesting of which, as I remember it, was a test given to me as a child regarding psychic ability.

I am quite sure I was to have only a quick peek at the amount of paperwork gathered, as a fear tactic. It was as if I was to remember that I was very ill and they had the documentation to prove it and keep me locked-up for as long as they wanted. But, as the nurse ushered me to the elevator with the security guards and the police officers in tow, I starting thinking, somewhere in the back of my monkey-brain, "Why all the hooha?"

All the threats are veiled. They are mostly silent or intrinsic, placed in my mind as suggestions or shown to me as randomly-placed images in my minds-eye or online (which is amazing technology). It is as if those who are trying to scare me are saying, stop digging, or we are going to cut off your access to truth. Of course, this just makes me more curious. So, I ignore the warnings and keep on looking for the possibility that it is all a hoax.

I've had so many people lie to me, question my integrity, doubt my sanity, that if I were to agree with their half-ass mental deductions, I'd stay in the rubber rooms and live on the applesauce. I'd take the pills and shut down. But, that's what they expect. And who wants to live up to their expectations when I can exceed them at every turn?

I am writing this missive to those who want to control that which they do not understand. You've seen the normalcy of insanity. You've become Master of manipulation in nearly every situation known to man. Those who do not assimilate are merely disposed of in rapid order. So, the real questions become:

Why allow me the freedom to live?
Why pretend this farce is for my own good?
Why stand in shadow trying to protect my ignorance?
Why open my world up to the dangers and inconsistencies of your actions?

And finally...

Why do it in secret?

I make enough mistakes just living my life without the interference. I am waiting for timing which is tentative at best. I plan to do things and realize that there are too many hands, with too many spoons, trying to stir the pot. It's like everyone wants to help but no one wants to be real face-to-face friends. How am I supposed to trust this "insanity"? Why are you afraid? Did it ever occur to you that a blown cover is really just an opportunity for freedom?

Or is it more sinister than that?

Are you murdering people in the name of National Security, or God, or both?

And if so, why?

Is it for the money?

The nameless star on a marble wall?

Patriotism?

Immortality?

God fear me if I ever lose my sense of direction...my moral compass... and my conscience. It is nearly impossible to over-come the ignorance of collective consciousness by standing in the middle of it assimilated. Greatness is for those who think outside the box given to them by those who are in authority. And greatness, is humble and generous and kind, in a world of mighty ego and rampant megalomania.

~AC

Holiday Update

Of course, thank you.

Thank you for your continued dedication. We are all following the intuition of God and the plan for our collective lives.

This year we have closed more cases than in the previous 15 months. We are starting to see a turn in the paperwork tide and that is a blessing. Please continue to recruit from the retiring soldiers. Find the creativity and loyalty we need to fill our ranks.

Please continue to remember the fallen and pray for the safety of those who Protect and Serve. Pray all people center in their hearts the goal of Peace and receive the stability of mind needed to remain focused on the Chain of Command.

Thank you for the Executive work behind the scenes which allows us to be free...free of worry...free of concern...free to gather and speak and worship as we choose. Help us to remember that these decisions come with greater responsibility than we would choose for our own lives and complaining is being truly unpatriotic.

This is a season of good cheer, so let us think of those we know who are lacking love, shelter, food, clean water and air, and the basic of all human necessities we take for granted all year. Let us remember how very blessed we are that we choose our destinies with the freedom afforded to us by our careers.

Let us become more transparent, more directed in our operations, and more capable in our professional lives to set an example for those who slip. Let us be more forgiving of slights, real or imaginary. Let us know our purpose and use the fire of purpose to propel us into the brighter future for which we long.

In the New Year, I wish you continued success as we work to fulfill the goal of World Peace.

~AC

$23M...Oh My Heart...

"If God can work through me, he can work through anyone." ~ Saint Francis of Assisi

So, I donated $23M to a trust to help rural communities capture, neuter or spay, and release animals back into the communities. A huge proponent of No-Kill shelters, I should probably just sign-up to become a member of the ASPCA. But, the over-head is rediculous. So, the agreement is this, we offer the money, we audit the nonprofit monthly, and we save the lives of over 30B-40B animals annually, together, in communities across America.

Animals who are altered rarely roam far from their food and other companions.

This keeps them from being the next killed...let's face it murdered...statistic.

This lowers the death-by-car stats too.

If you love animals, donate to your local no-kill shelters.

If you really love animals, adopt.

We may not be able to save them all.

But, it's a start.

~AC

A Toast...

To Life and Light...

A Speech...

Success is the use of the most powerful tool known to man using the most powerful tool designed by man. The most powerful tool known -- Hands. The most powerful tool designed -- Money.

Separate these two tools are useful to support Ego-maniacal failings...bombs...drug deals...pipelines...strip mining...oil derricks...murder...rape...and mayhem.

Together Hands and Money build the cities we love. They shape the world we call home -- a world of inter-connected-ness -- which is now possible because of the hands holding the money and the money in the hands of those who are directed by the spirit of all that is great in humanity.

Tools.

To Hands and Money...Cheers!

To Minds and Hearts...Salut!

To Life and Light...Peace.

~ AC