Tuesday, January 6, 2015

By now...

You've read all the queries from today and tonight.

You are wondering why I am putting it in electronic form and all I can tell you is I have found transcripts to be extremely helpful in court cases. Saves a lot of time and keeps me from having to hire a mediator to listen to you lie to save your ass when I have more important things to do.

Since it is all a matter of time at this point, I want you to know, for the record, I am standing in the clear freedom of the backwoods. If I want more than this, I'll step up to the plate as a human being and take a chunk of it for myself. But, that would go against my better nature and my actual desires for my life.

I wrote all my good-byes over 8 years ago in Fading Lights. You know how I feel. I wanted out then but I kept holding on for you. Now, you want me locked-up or dead half the time, and I just want what is due to me in my life...disability...until I can move forward on my own two feet.

If anyone denies my honesty, let him or her write me a letter, and then burn it because all s/he is doing is writing is a long list of BS s/he hates about him- or her-self. I have had enough of that too.

If you want to handle me....buy an Ove-glove and some life insurance.

You want your kids to survive.

I'm fine.

Always was...always will be...forever.

Goodnight.

~AC

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