I was Aft:
Now...
I am Starport.
Thursday, December 7, 2017
Saturday, July 4, 2015
Happy 239th Birthday, America!
This is the last post of Admiral Cuety:
It's been a wild year. For those of you who have read the insanity of my thoughts -- I hope you found, at least some of it -- entertaining. For those of you just bouncing it around on Instagram -- it's just another chance at communication -- and thanks for being smart!
I am constantly AMAZED by the tech-advances of the young adults.
I am constantly HEARTENED by the insight of the children.
I am constantly humbled that anyone would even bother to read this.
The fireworks on the East Coast are winding down now.
Still two hours to the big show in LA.
Have a Great Night.
You are in my heart.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=git6DCXSqjE
~AC
It's been a wild year. For those of you who have read the insanity of my thoughts -- I hope you found, at least some of it -- entertaining. For those of you just bouncing it around on Instagram -- it's just another chance at communication -- and thanks for being smart!
I am constantly AMAZED by the tech-advances of the young adults.
I am constantly HEARTENED by the insight of the children.
I am constantly humbled that anyone would even bother to read this.
The fireworks on the East Coast are winding down now.
Still two hours to the big show in LA.
Have a Great Night.
You are in my heart.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=git6DCXSqjE
~AC
What I Know...
There is a woman driving a Mazda-looking Infiniti who ran all over the Grace Lutheran sign when she was drunk...and high...
Instead of taking responsibility...she was used as a pawn...in an insurance scheme...where her car was turned over for a profit...and she was given my old car in exchange for her silence.
In the meantime...the man involved in the scheme...is sitting on a graveyard.
I sent the cops to look for bodies.
You know what they found?
"This car has disappeared..."
What they didn't realize is the day of the lead the car was in the back garage being prepared for auction. And I was right on target. So, here's the questions:
Is it Murder One?
Is it Insurance Fraud?
Is it, you guessed it, under rug swept?
Or is it all of these...
Because I am without a vehicle...
And the only thing I know for sure...
Is that some crazy Meth-headed BIATCH ran into me and then some crazy SWEDISH Meth-cooker made it look like an accident.
~AC
Instead of taking responsibility...she was used as a pawn...in an insurance scheme...where her car was turned over for a profit...and she was given my old car in exchange for her silence.
In the meantime...the man involved in the scheme...is sitting on a graveyard.
I sent the cops to look for bodies.
You know what they found?
"This car has disappeared..."
What they didn't realize is the day of the lead the car was in the back garage being prepared for auction. And I was right on target. So, here's the questions:
Is it Murder One?
Is it Insurance Fraud?
Is it, you guessed it, under rug swept?
Or is it all of these...
Because I am without a vehicle...
And the only thing I know for sure...
Is that some crazy Meth-headed BIATCH ran into me and then some crazy SWEDISH Meth-cooker made it look like an accident.
~AC
Dream Interpretation: 1,603,388,572,111
Dream:
I am wearing a black pantsuit and stilettos. I am in a white room with with a staircase to my left. There is a bomb containment chamber (bcc) in the room. I am training with a teddy bear in which there is a squeaky toy. The bomb is from South Korea. The squeaky toy is made in China. This teddy bear was actually assembled in North Korea.
I am being walked through training on a live bomb by my BFF and being watched by a Wise Woman. I leave the bcc and run up the stairs. I run from my BFF up a set of stairs to call the Wise Woman.
My training ends because I freak out when I realize this is a simulation. This is what wakes me. I wake up and check my teddy bear for a squeaky toy. He thinks I'm feeling him up. *cuckoo*
Archetypes:
Bomb Shelter:
To dream that you are in a bomb shelter suggests that you are being overly protective with some emotion or aspect of your waking life. You are trying to keep your unexpressed feeling from coming to the surface.
Disarm:
To dream of being disarmed means to remove the fear from a situation to see it logically. To dream of disarming someone is to help the person in the dream to be less afraid of fear by taking the weapon. To dream of disarming an object/ordinance is to save yourself through disengaging from a dangerous object or situation.
Friend:
To see friends from your past in your dream points to your desire to reconnect with a part of yourself with which you have lost touch. Perhaps it is time to pick up that old hobby or put a long hidden talent to use. A more direct interpretation of this dream may simply mean that you should look this friend up and reconnect with them.
Room:
To dream that you find or discover a new room suggests that you are developing new strengths and taking on new roles. You may be growing emotionally. Consider what you find in the discovered room as it may indicate repressed memories, fears, or rejected emotions. Alternatively, such rooms are symbolic of neglected skills or rejected potential.
To dream that you are in an empty white room indicates a fresh start. It is like a blank canvas where you want to start life anew. Alternatively, the dream means that you are trying to isolate yourself. You do not want any outside influences.
Running:
If you are the one running towards someone or something, then it refers to your determination to go after what you want. Consider who or what you are running towards (and/or from) for additional analysis.
Stairs:
To dream that you are walking up a flight of stairs indicate that you are achieving a higher level of understanding. You are making progress into your spiritual, emotional, or material journey. The dream is also analogous to material and thoughts that are coming to the surface.
Stilettos:
To see or wear stilettos in your dream signify female sexuality and domination.
Suit:
To dream that you are wearing a suit indicates that you want to be acknowledged and recognized for your abilities and skills. You want to recognize your own power.
Teddy Bear:
To see or receive a teddy bear in your dream suggests a regression to an earlier state. You may be reminiscing about early childhood memories. Or it may symbolize lost security, comfort, and companionship. You need to be reassured and taken care of while you learn about yourself. Alternatively, a teddy bear signifies an immature relationship.
Old Woman:
To see an old woman in your dream indicates your concerns about aging and growing old. Alternatively, the old woman may be an archetypal figure to symbolize wisdom, insight, guidance and/or feminine power. If you dream that the old woman is blind, then the dream is telling you to go with your gut instincts. Sometimes you can't see what is going on, but you still sense it.
Squeaky Toy:
To see or hear a squeaky toy in your dreams indicates training and play. It may be that you have been unable to follow instructions through traditional education methodologies and need remediation.
Interpretation:
I am studying in my new pristine subconscious space.
Unfortunately, the training ground of my subconscious is for bomb-disarmament.
Am I learning to release my fear of the unknown? I do have the wisdom of femininity to help me -- which will be of a great assistance -- during this part of my personal psychological evaluation.
Running up the stairs is a neat trick in stilettos as the steps are grated. The stairs are to my left indicating that I am working on my emotional path. The fact that I ran and did not trip indicates that I am balanced...and fairly nimble...and that I have learned to keep the weight of my body on the balls of my feet.
The fact that I am climbing stairs indicates I am leaving my id to find my ego.
I am calling for the Wise Woman. She appears and tells me to "halt!"
I am running from my BFF. She is calling to me and is saying, "where are you going?!"
I wake-up before I reach the top of the stairs. It was a straight-flight of stairs initially, then when I look behind me, there was a bend. This indicates that I am capable of making an 180 on the spur of the moment without realizing it until retrospect.
Was I in a sound studio?
Was I on a ship?
Was I in a sound studio on a ship?
Am I running for the bridge?
All of this work is subconscious.
I can see how things could get a bit tricky.
Archetype Not Appearing in this Dream:
Tiger:
To see a tiger in your dream represents power and your ability to exert it in various situations. The dream may also indicate that you need to take more of a leadership role. Alternatively, the tiger represents female sexuality, aggression, and seduction.
I am wearing a black pantsuit and stilettos. I am in a white room with with a staircase to my left. There is a bomb containment chamber (bcc) in the room. I am training with a teddy bear in which there is a squeaky toy. The bomb is from South Korea. The squeaky toy is made in China. This teddy bear was actually assembled in North Korea.
I am being walked through training on a live bomb by my BFF and being watched by a Wise Woman. I leave the bcc and run up the stairs. I run from my BFF up a set of stairs to call the Wise Woman.
My training ends because I freak out when I realize this is a simulation. This is what wakes me. I wake up and check my teddy bear for a squeaky toy. He thinks I'm feeling him up. *cuckoo*
Archetypes:
Bomb Shelter:
To dream that you are in a bomb shelter suggests that you are being overly protective with some emotion or aspect of your waking life. You are trying to keep your unexpressed feeling from coming to the surface.
Disarm:
To dream of being disarmed means to remove the fear from a situation to see it logically. To dream of disarming someone is to help the person in the dream to be less afraid of fear by taking the weapon. To dream of disarming an object/ordinance is to save yourself through disengaging from a dangerous object or situation.
Friend:
To see friends from your past in your dream points to your desire to reconnect with a part of yourself with which you have lost touch. Perhaps it is time to pick up that old hobby or put a long hidden talent to use. A more direct interpretation of this dream may simply mean that you should look this friend up and reconnect with them.
To dream that you find or discover a new room suggests that you are developing new strengths and taking on new roles. You may be growing emotionally. Consider what you find in the discovered room as it may indicate repressed memories, fears, or rejected emotions. Alternatively, such rooms are symbolic of neglected skills or rejected potential.
To dream that you are in an empty white room indicates a fresh start. It is like a blank canvas where you want to start life anew. Alternatively, the dream means that you are trying to isolate yourself. You do not want any outside influences.
Running:
If you are the one running towards someone or something, then it refers to your determination to go after what you want. Consider who or what you are running towards (and/or from) for additional analysis.
Stairs:
To dream that you are walking up a flight of stairs indicate that you are achieving a higher level of understanding. You are making progress into your spiritual, emotional, or material journey. The dream is also analogous to material and thoughts that are coming to the surface.
Stilettos:
To see or wear stilettos in your dream signify female sexuality and domination.
Suit:
To dream that you are wearing a suit indicates that you want to be acknowledged and recognized for your abilities and skills. You want to recognize your own power.
Teddy Bear:
To see or receive a teddy bear in your dream suggests a regression to an earlier state. You may be reminiscing about early childhood memories. Or it may symbolize lost security, comfort, and companionship. You need to be reassured and taken care of while you learn about yourself. Alternatively, a teddy bear signifies an immature relationship.
Old Woman:
To see an old woman in your dream indicates your concerns about aging and growing old. Alternatively, the old woman may be an archetypal figure to symbolize wisdom, insight, guidance and/or feminine power. If you dream that the old woman is blind, then the dream is telling you to go with your gut instincts. Sometimes you can't see what is going on, but you still sense it.
Squeaky Toy:
To see or hear a squeaky toy in your dreams indicates training and play. It may be that you have been unable to follow instructions through traditional education methodologies and need remediation.
Interpretation:
I am studying in my new pristine subconscious space.
Unfortunately, the training ground of my subconscious is for bomb-disarmament.
Am I learning to release my fear of the unknown? I do have the wisdom of femininity to help me -- which will be of a great assistance -- during this part of my personal psychological evaluation.
Running up the stairs is a neat trick in stilettos as the steps are grated. The stairs are to my left indicating that I am working on my emotional path. The fact that I ran and did not trip indicates that I am balanced...and fairly nimble...and that I have learned to keep the weight of my body on the balls of my feet.
The fact that I am climbing stairs indicates I am leaving my id to find my ego.
I am calling for the Wise Woman. She appears and tells me to "halt!"
I am running from my BFF. She is calling to me and is saying, "where are you going?!"
I wake-up before I reach the top of the stairs. It was a straight-flight of stairs initially, then when I look behind me, there was a bend. This indicates that I am capable of making an 180 on the spur of the moment without realizing it until retrospect.
Was I in a sound studio?
Was I on a ship?
Was I in a sound studio on a ship?
Am I running for the bridge?
All of this work is subconscious.
I can see how things could get a bit tricky.
Archetype Not Appearing in this Dream:
Tiger:
To see a tiger in your dream represents power and your ability to exert it in various situations. The dream may also indicate that you need to take more of a leadership role. Alternatively, the tiger represents female sexuality, aggression, and seduction.
Friday, July 3, 2015
The 13th Step...
What we know...
Anonymous 101:
http://www.aa.org/pages/en_US/twelve-steps-and-twelve-traditions
Poetry 101:
http://www.azlyrics.com/p/perfect.html
Metaphysics 101:
http://www.biddytarot.com/tarot-card-meanings/major-arcana/death/
Internet Security 101:
(Unless Hunting Rabbits)
https://heimdalsecurity.com/blog/fresh-windows-installation-security-guide/
War-College 101:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/13_steps
Shall I go on?
~AC
Anonymous 101:
http://www.aa.org/pages/en_US/twelve-steps-and-twelve-traditions
Poetry 101:
http://www.azlyrics.com/p/perfect.html
Metaphysics 101:
http://www.biddytarot.com/tarot-card-meanings/major-arcana/death/
Internet Security 101:
(Unless Hunting Rabbits)
https://heimdalsecurity.com/blog/fresh-windows-installation-security-guide/
War-College 101:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/13_steps
Shall I go on?
~AC
Cry?!
You want to see me cry?
I tell you what...why don't you go back to the night after that party...
When I watched the faces of your "so-called friends" look at me like I was going to fall on my knees and ******** simply because they thought they saw something they wished they might have a chance to possess...
And while you do that...
Look at the tears in my eyes and the way you leaned into me....laid into me...after you completely ignored me for HOURS while you ************** with your so-called *business associates*...
You were angry because I drank white 'whine' and refused to eat...
When did you check on me?
When did you even consider the possibility that I might have wanted to be at your side...proving to the other women in the room...that men actually care for the opinion of the people they supposedly love?
You want more?
You want more?
Driver your *** to my house and speak to me like a man.
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0077474/
~AC
PS...
There is audio from the 2-hours I cried in my apartment after you left. There are letters you have never read. There are blog posts you wish you had.
What do you think?
How do you feel?
Because I wanted to die and I lived anyway.
I tell you what...why don't you go back to the night after that party...
When I watched the faces of your "so-called friends" look at me like I was going to fall on my knees and ******** simply because they thought they saw something they wished they might have a chance to possess...
And while you do that...
Look at the tears in my eyes and the way you leaned into me....laid into me...after you completely ignored me for HOURS while you ************** with your so-called *business associates*...
You were angry because I drank white 'whine' and refused to eat...
When did you check on me?
When did you even consider the possibility that I might have wanted to be at your side...proving to the other women in the room...that men actually care for the opinion of the people they supposedly love?
You want more?
You want more?
Driver your *** to my house and speak to me like a man.
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0077474/
~AC
PS...
There is audio from the 2-hours I cried in my apartment after you left. There are letters you have never read. There are blog posts you wish you had.
What do you think?
How do you feel?
Because I wanted to die and I lived anyway.
For Later...
3rd times the charm...
They are on the run...
It is like a bunch of eggheads got scrambled...
I wonder if there is enough left at the site of that lab to even identify the parts?
"I bet she is going to type Mexican..."
I bet I am going to look into Columbia...
I bet I'm going to trace the money to Isis.
And from there to Lebanon...
And from there to Switzerland...
Cocaine.
Ya'll have got to put that **** in your own water.
If you put it up your nose -- you start thinking you are intelligent -- simply because you have access to a free-base recipe. I could put baking soda up your nose...and ski with your trust fund...it's just that simple.
Here's an idea...go to rehab...and work on the part of your mind that believes people are pawns...and that you just got played...
~AC
They are on the run...
It is like a bunch of eggheads got scrambled...
I wonder if there is enough left at the site of that lab to even identify the parts?
"I bet she is going to type Mexican..."
I bet I am going to look into Columbia...
I bet I'm going to trace the money to Isis.
And from there to Lebanon...
And from there to Switzerland...
Cocaine.
Ya'll have got to put that **** in your own water.
If you put it up your nose -- you start thinking you are intelligent -- simply because you have access to a free-base recipe. I could put baking soda up your nose...and ski with your trust fund...it's just that simple.
Here's an idea...go to rehab...and work on the part of your mind that believes people are pawns...and that you just got played...
~AC
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